surreal.

This all seems like a very weird dream.  I question reality as I type this.  Did any of this really happen?

It's like I've taken a double-shot of Ipecac and now I've gotten that horrid taste from my mouth.  I keep trying to purge it.  But now I'm overpowered by the taste and stench of my own bile.  I never want that awful taste near my face again.

now I feel like I'm only half awake, and I'm desperately missing my coffee.

I foolishly spilled my coffee while trying to grasp it.  I was sleepwalking.  My darling coffee scalded my hands, leaving my skin red and peeling.  While I try to savor the flavor of the last couple of sips I have, I lie here on the floor, praying for a refill.